Bungalow overlooking the river |
This month I’m in the African bush at the place I share at a game reserve which is essentially part of the Kruger National Park. Right now I'm sitting on a friend's deck, high on a hill with a distant town on the horizon. The town has a cell phone tower. Stan has written about the Big Five over the
last few weeks, and we’ve had some wonderful sightings of all of them. Yesterday evening a pride of eight lions was sharing
a waterhole with five hippos. At first
the hippos were merely curious from the security of the water, but as the
evening wore on they got hungry and made their way out to feed. The youngsters in the pride taunted and
irritated them, even landing a clout on one hippo’s backside. Eventually the hippo drove them back in a
standoff. All this happened about fifty
yards away.
But this
piece isn’t about seeing wonderful things in the African bushveld. It’s more about how I feel in this natural
area and about what these sorts of places mean to me and, I guess, to us all. I’m
not talking about conservation imperatives to which we all subscribe –
preserving nature for diversity and future generations and so on. I’m talking about what it means to me
personally to experience this environment and to be part of it.
Sunset Photo Aron Frankental |
Of course,
we are all visitors. No matter if we come
once for a couple of weeks or if we’re here for months every year. We have other priorities. Families, friends, jobs. These things – for most of us – are
concentrated in large towns or cities, so that is where we need to spend most
of our time. In the bush we now live
with electricity, vehicles, appliances, cell phones. Even, albeit very weak here, the internet. These are hardly part of nature!
So what
draws me back here? Of course it includes
the wonderful animal and bird life, but the complex interconnections of the
systems are endlessly fascinating. Huge
blobs of elephant dung at dawn are sifted pancakes by dusk as dung beetles convert
it to an incubator for their eggs and a nursery for the grubs. (Watch for them rolling balls to a suitable
burial place as you drive; a neighboring reserve has a welcome sign reading
“Dung Beetles have Right of Way.”) Caterpillars
are hosted and fed by ants for the sweet juices they exude. In the soft sand below our deck is a
minefield of conical antlion holes waiting for the ants. It’s not all great. A baby impala is wonderfully cute but at the
bottom of the fauna food chain. Then, one
of the regulars here came down with malaria over Christmas. Bad luck, bad timing. Pretty much how you get injured in a car
accident in a city. (There aren’t too
many of those here.)
I suppose
most people’s personal feel for history is related to their parents,
grandparents, great grandparents and so on.
For me, to be in a place like this is to experience the Africa that the
early pioneers discovered, and appreciate the dangers the locals faced on a daily
basis. The San could have been fighting
over the waterhole with those lions. It
makes these things meaningful to me in a way that no historical description can. The African bush speaks to me about my
mother’s grandfather who was a missionary from Belgium to what was then the rural
Transvaal, and of my father’s great grandparents who took part in the Great
Trek to the north of the country. And it
reminds me always of my mother who spent the happiest times of her life in wild
Africa.
I assume
that most people feel this sort of connection with their physical, historical,
and natural environment. I can’t imagine
that it matters if it’s the African bush, a forested lake in the backwoods of
Minnesota, the Australian outback, or (insert your favorite natural
place). I think these areas hold us and
remind us where we came from. I never
want to lose this link to what southern Africa was and still is. Even though I remain a visitor.
At the
start of this blog, when I wrote about the eight lions, I didn’t mention the
two black rhino who also chased and were chased by the pride at the dam. I thought it better not to mention anything
about our rhinos on the internet.
Subsequently I learned that a black rhino was poached here in the early
hours of yesterday morning. Shot, horn
sawn off. Altogether five rhinos were
killed in this general area that night. This
was despite a huge effort by local staff and supporters to protect them using a variety of
methods from high tech to tracker dogs.
The wilderness has become too accessible.
Michael – Thursday
Lovely piece, Michael. I have to agree that, for most people, there is a place that feels like home, that is better than anywhere else in the world. Other places all have their charm, their beauty, but they are not 'home.' Some folks are 'gypsies,' and don't have deep roots, but I think they're a minority.
ReplyDeleteI've lived all my life within about 50 miles of where I was born (western Oregon). I've traveled a fair amount, and I've seen a LOT of beautiful places, from stark deserts and rock formations, to rain forests, to tropical paradise, to big cities and deep wilderness. But there's no place like an old growth forest of Douglas Fir trees with trunks four to six feet in diameter, rising up into the sky like the pillars in the nave of God's cathedral.
Well, okay, that might be just me. :-)
My original goal in life was to be a forest ranger. I still find that being alone in the woods brings me more solace and comfort than any where else. I'd also like to help those poachers find peace of the RIP sort ASAP.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Jeff. Everett. I think we all have these special places and a very special feeling for them. CS Lewis called it Joy in his little memoir Surprised by Joy.
ReplyDeleteMichael, New York feels like home to me. It did when I visited here from nearby New Jersey when I was ten years old. I told my mother that day that I would live here when I grew up. And I do. Italy, especially Siracusa, Sicily of my paternal roots, feels like home to me too, though I didn't know it until I was pushing forty. My people have been city dwellers pretty much since there were cities. But my soul grows in the African wilderness. Is it because it was there that the human race came to be? My feelings of reverence for it come to me as infatuation but also nostalgia. From my very first visit, just over ten years ago, it felt like a homecoming for every cell in my body.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your beautiful words, Annamaria. I hope we can share somewhere in Africa one of these days!
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