My thoughts are all over the place. This is undoubtedly the result of my having
begun to draft a new story. It is set in
a place I love the way I love the African wilderness, but one I have never
written about before. My goal is to
continue to research, but to draft a thousand words a day. So far I am on target. But this process can get chaotic. Ideas are pouring into my head, and I am
trying to shape them into a story that might, one day, be tamed into a coherent
narrative.
In the meanwhile, the world that my real body lives in (as
opposed to the place where my imagination is living) is full of happenings that
mix with the themes I am writing about.
Hence this somewhat stream of consciousness blog post.
As a preamble to my next thoughts, I want you to know that
although I was raised as a Catholic, went to Catholic schools for seventeen
years, and was a devout practitioner of the faith as a young woman, I no longer believe
in any religion. That I write stories
with religious themes has to do with the fact that I write about the past. You and Sigmund Freud may have other
explanations, but that is not going to stop me today.
With that as background, let’s start with the Pope. It’s been great fun for me this past week to
follow his travels to places I have written about. At least for the past couple of days, he and
I have had a lot in common:
On Wednesday, he was in Bolivia, home of Potosi, the city of
my first novel City of Silver.
On Thursday, he went to Paraguay, scene of my second novel, Invisible Country.
As you know, he was born in Buenos Aires, scene of my third novel Blood Tango.
And he’s a Jesuit, as are my priestly characters, Padre Junipero
Pimentel and Padre Gregorio Perez.
I have had a lot of fun this past week joking about how the
Pope was stalking my characters. But my
connection to him does not stop there.
I really like Francis I.
In fact, I admire him greatly. He is using
his power to change the conversation the people of the earth are currently having
with themselves. These days, the world
desperately needs to refocus. His target,
one I agree with whole-heartedly, is the dangerously vast gap between the rich
and the poor.
These days, money seems the only thing people think about it. It is the measure of everything.
When did lucre become the only really important thing? Oh, I know, you are going to say that it has
always been. But it has not.
When I became an organizational effectiveness consultant in the 1970’s,
all of my clients— many of which were Fortune 50 (not 500, top 50) companies—invited
me to help them with employee retention, motivation, creativity. Humanizing the corporation was a slogan. The CEO’s wanted to preside over benign
kingdoms that succeeded financially because their employees were well-treated,
well-paid, valued.
And, in those lovely days, I lived in New York’s West
Village, a grungy, challenged and challenging, but very exciting place to
be. The neighbors worked together,
formed food coops, defended our landmarks, reveled in the edgy intellectual
life around us. We took care of our
neighborhood and our neighbors. We even had a committee to
stop people letting their dogs poop in the sandbox at night. David and I shared the midnight to 1 AM shift.
People talked about ideas.
Our goals were better public education, stopping pollution, making sure
the elderly did not starve or die of the heat in summer or the cold in winter.
Then, in the 80’s, pretty suddenly, everything became about money. Corporate executives stopped worrying about team building and equal opportunity and started talking only
about the “bottom line,” a phrase that quickly morphed into executive bonuses larger than the GDP of Singapore. In the public arena, politics stopped being about ideas, ideals, and policies and became
about campaign spending.
The neighborhood is a lot cleaner. There were times, in those days of yore, when
we had to get out the hose on Sunday morning the wash the barf off the
sidewalks. Now, walking through there, I
am more likely to fight off waves of nausea brought on by the sight of all that
conspicuous consumption.
Everywhere in the world you look: Money is the measure of everything. Being wealthy is the only virtue.
The Golden Calf is GOD.
I interject here a favorite aria from Faust. It is Mephistopheles (played by the great Sam Ramey) who is singing. (Note what his worshippers are carrying in
their hands.)
Here is what he is saying:
The golden calf triumphs over the gods;
Basking in
His preposterous glory
The base monster insults Heaven!
He looks down, “O strange madness!”
On the human race at his feet
Sallying forth, sword in hand,
Through blood and filth,
Where the burning metal is shining!
And Satan leads the dance!
This is the conversation the Pope is trying to change. Regardless of my lack of religious faith, I
hope to God he succeeds.
In the meanwhile…
Many of you have been privy, in these precincts, to a heated
exchange between me and my brother blogger Jeff Siger. In the sincerest form of flattery, since he
quoted Shakespeare the other day, I will imitate him.
My text is a speech directed at a man who is insisting on collecting a
debt, even though doing so will take the life of the debtor. I don’t need to change the words. Here are the Bard’s, verbatim:
The quality of mercy is not strained;
It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven
Upon the place beneath. It is twice blest;
It blesseth him that gives and him that takes:
‘T is mightiest in the mightiest; it becomes
The throned monarch better than his crown:
His sceptre shows the force of temporal power,
The attribute to awe and majesty,
Wherein doth sit the dread and fear of kings;
But mercy is above this sceptred sway;
It is enthronèd in the hearts of kings,
It is an attribute to God himself;
And earthly power doth then show likest God’s
When mercy seasons justice.
I say AMEN to that.
Annamaria - Monday
