Jeff—Saturday
I think I’m losing it folks.
By that I mean I came up with this terrific idea for a poetic parody as
this week’s post, one that would be challenging to write. Just what I needed to
clear my head for the new novel I’m about to start.
I labored away at it, but as I did something familiar about
it all had me wondering whether the Bard of Avon was playing with my mind for
daring to tinker with his work. Then again, Macbeth and his dagger—the one he
uses with the prompting of his lovely wife to off the king--is captured in a
famous soliloquy…starting with, “Is this a dagger which I see before me,” so
why would what I wrote not seem familiar?
But as I wrote, the siren song of déjà vu kept calling out to me.
That’s when I went back into my files and found I’d already plunged that
dagger, in a blog I’d written and posted two-and-a-half years ago.
Argh.
So, what to do?
Start afresh with perhaps a poem by one of the Dylans, or just forget
all about it?
I compromised. I’m republishing. After all, Shakespeare is
read more than once, so why not Siger? I can’t wait for the answers to that
rhetorical question.
Still, no matter the inevitable slings and arrows, here’s my
walk down memory lane with Mac the knife (Macbeth, Act 2, Scene1).
In this case, all Wells doesn't end quite that way. |
Is this a blank
page which I see before me,
The blog thought
toward my hand? Come, let me clutch thee.
I have thee not,
and yet I see thee still.
Art thou not, fatal
vision, sensible
To writing as to
sight? Or art thou but
A blogpost of the
mind, a false creation,
Proceeding from the
late-night pressèd brain?
I see thee yet, in
form as palpable
As this which now I
write.
Thou deceived me
the way that I was going,
With such inspiration
I was to use.
Mine blog is made
the fool o' th' other ones done,
Or else worth all
the rest. I see thee still,
And on thy screen
and laptop gouts of blood,
Which was not so
before. There’s no blog here.
It is the bloody press
to write which informs
Thus to mine eyes.
Now o'er the one half-world
Nature seems dead,
and wicked dreams abuse
The curtained
sleep. Witchcraft celebrates
Pale god Poe’s
offerings, and withered murder,
Alarmed by his
sentinel, the wolf,
Whose howl’s his
watch, thus with his stealthy pace,
With deadline’s
ravishing strides, towards some design
Moves like a ghost.
Thou sure and firm-set earth,
Hear not my words,
which way they speak, for fear
my very stories
prate of my runamuck,
And take the
present offer from the time,
Which now sits on
me. Whiles I write, MIE lives.
Words to the heat
of reads too bold breath gives.
—Jeff
A palpable hit!
ReplyDeleteAh yes, alas poor OSRIC, I knew him, Linda.
DeleteOnly you would come up with that one :) Loved it!
"Why not Siger?" you ask. That's a question closely related to "To be, or not to be..." And the answer is that to be not Siger is to be entirely yourself. That is, of course, unless you ARE Siger, in which case the self is not entirely selfless. But then, only yourself can truly answer that, or answer that truly.
ReplyDeleteHave you noticed how WEIRD 'self' sounds when you say it over and over and over...?
Out, damn self, out I say....
DeleteThe quality of Siger's a bit strange....
ReplyDeleteOf a strange nature is the route you follow...
ReplyDeleteBlog thou art, and author, and shalt be what thou art promis'd; yet I do fear thy nature. It is too full of the irony of writer-kind to catch the nearest way...
ReplyDeleteAhh, shucks, thou art too full o' th' milk of human kindness.
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